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1.30 in the morning

Giler arr aku tk leh tido plak..actually I dun really like 2 let myself stay awake witout doing anytin..im scare if it leads me 2 do sumtin stupid…such as over analyze thing…I dun know wut on earth tis things ol bout…n wut did my mistakes in my previous life tat convicted me 2 have tis kinda stupid fucking habit…but actually it supposed 2 be called “cari penyakit”….Wut actually need 2 be done? Jumpe doctor? Dh sendiri cari penyakit then br terhegeh2…haha..i dun like it…I hate my last meeting wit d doctor…he can said anytin bout my probs but he shouldn’t be laughed…I know I owez pretend 2 be ok when actually I am under pressure…but I dun like ppl 2 act tat way…sumtim I dun think evry doctor is very gud at wut they are really doing…but actually d doctor concern bout me n he said d rite things….haha when tis stubborn gal will change??Now I want 2 make sure tat I dun need 2 meet d doctor…any doctor…well as long as I take my pills as I required I hope I will be ok…yes I shud be ok…opps I 4get 2 take d pills 2day…haha oops I did it again…well well well…haha blank…Wut shud I do now?i shud sleep…got notin 2 do now…I cnt even concentrate on my fyp…n I dun think I can mind my language well…well I must try 2 sleep…listen 2 d radio n listen 2 d songs tat juz hurting u????haha I shud be better than tis…stop bein 2 emotional…stop bein 2 sensitive…the cup is not half empty as pessimists say…but I am d optimist tat owez will said d cup is full….

guys……..

Guys…realize that the girl holding onto u..
is PERFECT in her own special way.The way she laughs..
The way she sleeps..
The way she loves you..
The way she tries to please you…Always remember that.She can always get up and walk away,
getting someone else who can love her more.For all you know,
there is someone out there wooing her already,
but she is rejecting,
a maybe perfect love for her..There might also be someone out there..
who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now,
fufill her every need and love her as much as she loves you.Understand that.Imagine this, guys.
When you are holding her today…
and then you cheat on her by hugging
and kissing another gal.
and then you run back to her…
and u do the same….
but you see love in her eyes…
What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel the guilt?She loves you not because you are
good looking,
have money,
buy her things,
make her parents happy,
or that you have a car.She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch, every word you say,
everythingyou do.Guys.
Cherish and appreciate your girl.
Don’t break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can love you that way.
You won’t wanna regret letting go of that special girl you have.
For everything she has done for you,
the least you can do is to give her unconditional
LOVE as she has given to you