Babies….

Just came back from my hometown… It’s so much fun as I felt like I’m trapping here… but still not enough… I took 5am bus and I still remember when I look at the watch I hope I’m dreaming… hehe lazy girl…The hot topic in the circle of my family is “baby”… everybody is having a baby… and I love them very much… and I don’t know why I always wanna cry seeing those babies… haha a big girl can cry what…

They are so clean, innocent, white like untouched linen… and the best thing is they are sooooo cute….I wish I’m still a baby… so innocent… nothing to worry about… nothing to bother… ouch it sounded so pathetic when I always envy with the babies… anyway is true… I always staring at a baby, or even a kid… watching they play with their friends, looking at the smile and their laugh… It is so true and pure… they live happily and have no worry about tomorrow…

And I can’t understand why some adult like to push their kids and demanding some achievements… I think all they need to do is lead the kids and show them the right way… and then just leave to the kids what to do next… luckily that’s how I was brought up… And I also not agree when some peoples blame on the parents for what the kids had done… sometimes no matter how great the parents are but if the kids still do a lot of mistakes, why not just blame the kids… there is no time to play the blame games…

I remember a quote saying ‘babies are such a nice way to start people’… literally is sounded so easy to understand, but I don’t understand it… or maybe I had just over analyzing the quote… does it saying that babies is a good medium to interact with other peoples… or doest it saying that the babies itself is a good way to start a thing…Just leave the question…

for me personally, the babies are some sort of my own interpretation of a reborn, a new breath, a beginning, an empty space wait to be filled…~~right or wrong? I never bother….