….da weekend

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it started so bad…last friday i think i had a bad day…i want to go home last friday…i felt so boring in d office coz got notin 2 do…but then, a few minutes before check out my senior gave me sum works 2 do…i did it but then sum probs occur..its 5.30 olredy, n i olredy bought 7.30 ticket…i felt so stress… i cnt concentrated on my work anymore…one by one things need to be done…n i started 2 make sum mistakes coz my mind is at other place…n then tis sista said u can do it on monday…oh yeah its 6.15 olredy…i quickly get out from d office even i know tat i cant make it on time…

then guess wut?d regular bad traffic in kl…i almost cant control my temper…but i kept silent n juz pretend 2 be cool…but no one can tell how i felt inside…bad traffic + bad attitude of d peoples really make me sick..even its hard 4 me 2 crack a smile but i juz make a fake smile..coz things juz happened…i arrived at chan sow lin at 7.24…n of coz its pretty clear tat i cant make it…but still, i doubted 4 being stupid, but i juz like 2 think +ve by saying d traffic will cause the delay of d bus…n then i took d tren straight 2 plaza rakyat…

i arrived n reached d transnasional booth…n d guy said d bus is gone…ok, i wandered around d pudu raye n obviously no bus at tat particular time…i went back 2 d transnasional booth n d guy said mayb i can try d 8.30 bus wit same ticket…so i juz bought sum fud n take a sit…i switch off my mind 4 a while coz i felt a little bit tired…tis time i told myself “relex ler babe…gamble jer…klo tkde gak tiket kang baru cari…”…i smile 4 no reason while finished my fud…

by 8.15 i went 2 d platform n looking 4 d bus…i talked 2 d driver n he said wait 4 a while n if there any empty sit he will let me in…ok, i wait patiently n of coz i keep on praying…n suddenly come 1 ah so n 1 makcik who also want 2 ride tat bus coz they got 9.30pm ticket…geram giler rase….d ah so even told d driver tat i cant use my ticket…ahhh wut so ever…i keep silent n stay cool…even d driver ignore d ah so…n then 8.30 d bus ready 2 move…luckily there r 1 sit left n d driver gave it 2 me…tenkiu abg driver…i took d sit n sigh…such a relief…

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honestly, i almost feel like wanna cry since at d office…when i am in d bad mud, it will cause hundreds reasons 4 me 2 cry…hundreds ppl can b d reason 4 my tears…but i control it n kept on praying coz i guess its d best thing 2 do…but when i sat at d bus, suddenly my mind is switching on…n i started 2 think bout d almighty Allah…how he help me been thru ol tis…how he meets me wit many gud persons…how he make me stronger…how many things he did 2 me…i felt so glad..i felt so happy…i felt so thankful…i felt so grateful..but sumhow i felt so small…im juz normal human being…i cant take d whole life 2 thank him because i am so small n unable 2 do so…its never be enuff…coz wut he did is too much…that is wut Allah d almighty…at last i cried in d bus n i am so happy coz i cry 4 d rite reason….

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d reason i went home tis time is because of fathers day…im so excited 2 celebrate it even i dun have money…but money doesnt count…so witout budget i make a card on my own which i guess kinda cute n sweet…n then im thinking bout d party..of coz there is no big party like last year coz my budget is out…so im juz having a steamboat 4 my dad…well, at least i still cook 4 him…i went all over ipoh juz 2 find a fruit cake 4 him..coz my dad doesnt really likes cake except fruit cake…at last i found it n of coz im happy…n of course as usual he owez happy wit wutever i did…he gave me a big hugs n kisses…he likes d gift tat i gave…

                                                     

this father’s day cake 4 my dad as he likes fruit cake…another father’s day cake is for me coz i likes chocolate cake….

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it such a wonderful weekend 4 me…no matter how hard it started but its great when it ends nicely…n now im back in kl…been alone again..get homesick..missing my mom n daddy hugs n kisses…so lonely sumtim…no matter how many ppl around me but it never can trade d feeling tat i felt at home…its an eternal love..

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here i am…

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i am currently doing my practical training in menara celcom jln semarak…it sounds good to have my intern in a big company like celcom…it started pretty well…explore a new environment…develop a new circle of friends….discover a new knowledge…discover wut a big world of telecommunication….i am practically doing ‘test engineer’ job…at first i got some assignments…n for me its ok because at least i learnt new things…on d first day i got a book…n i was like ‘oh no…i juz finished my exam n i have 2 read another book?’…but then i juz read n ok another new thing for me…read n gain knowledge…n preventing my brain corossion….i even have to work in the late of the midnite…from 12 am to 6 am…it sounds cool huh…its good for sumone like me who got anemia problem which i kinda hard to sleep…coz my brain love to work…love to analyze thing that owez wit zero result…n its cool doing sumtin tat related to our community…n now i even can answer sum of my frens questions bout tis telco thing…pretty awesome….

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n suddenly it becomes less n less interesting….because wut i had started doing from d beginning is continue wit updating process…which means i have to look at the same thing everyday…n take the daily result…can u imagine?same thing?n i start to get boring wit all tis stuff…supposed we shud do another migration…but because of some problems its been postponed…so i hope i still have a chance to do it during tis internship…coz its gonna be a very gud experience…sumtin tat at least i can fill in my resume…so, at tis moment i juz can wait…n of coz continuing d updating process…again n again…

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we got internet connection n its free… a free cc like wut i told to my fren…n because of less of work to be done, so i juz use the internet as much as i could…before tis ive been abandoned my friendster for more than 3 months…n now i view it everyday…n i am actually getting boring with frenster…i also suddenly reactivate my YM n i chat everyday…coz notin important 2 chat, i endup talking rubbish…but still there also some good point to talk about….n then one of my fren introduce me to tis wordpress, n then i start blogging again…at least i got sumtin 2 do…n it cost me noting…juz a little energy, countless seconds and an active brain….so during tis internship, i kinda actively blogging..when i feel boring, sleepy or damn boring i juz write, write n write….n yeah i will keep blogging…

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